Before I could constantly dream about going out with the one girl I'm crazy about, and then I would ask her out and she would LJBF me.
But now I can have her.
I've attracted her, I've qualified her, I bring her on a day two and shes lying on top of me. The doggy dinner eyes are staring me down and I have to force myself to resist. It's tearing me apart even though in all honesty it's my own fault.
I think this may just be a byproduct of not getting out in the field. So hopefully I can bust it by going crazy this summer. I'm going to try and go out sarging at least 5 days a week. There is also a two week long festival thats going on in July so me and my wing are planning on going every day. If that doesn't work then I don't know what will.
I've also started to write in a journal...this is helping me a lot since I haven't been able to find interest in anything but Pickup and it's very relaxing to reflect on my thoughts. Not only that but writing has never been one of my strong points and I think that by writing regularly I can improve it.
Anyways, I'm back and I'm ready to dive in headfirst. I hope you guys like reading because this summer is going to be one to write about.
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P.s. By the way...where the hell is TJ?
4 comments:
What makes you certain this is one-itis? One-itis means you are obsessed over a girl that won't put put, but leads you on.
Sounds like she likes you, but you haven't closed the deal yourself. Don't give up at the first sign of feelings.
But you know your situation better than I do, so good luck.
Good job, but I'm with Cro on this one.
She sounds like she's attracted to you and you've been pushing her away from her.
No you two are absolutely right.
I have attracted her and I was attracted to her as well. I feel now that I'm over her though.
Perhaps earlier I had the wrong definition of oneitis. I just thought it was complete obsession over one girl. That is definitely what it was.
However there was a myriad of reason I couldn't get involved with her and thats why it tormented me.
What reasons? As long as one of them isn't "she's my sister" I don't see what the problem could possibly be?
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